I always avoid writing on here when I feel like I am going through things I don't understand, and then I start to get through something and God reveals something I feel I have to share with people so they too can have it revealed too them.
I feel like at the moment God is teaching me how to trust Him with my life. Now, this sounds pretty cliche but it's deeper than what it sounds like. I have always been a worrying and stressed person, it has become my identity.. God didn't create me like that though, he say's to not be anxious about anything but to pray about everything.
I heard Kim Walker-Smith's testimony last week and she went through a time where she didn't know what to do with her life but she seeked God and put her trsut in him that he had it all worked out and would work out for the best and it did. I feel like I have been trying to make things happen in my own strength, life/future things, relationships etc and I have worried about them not working out right unless I make them happen and put all MY energy and efforts and power into them. I got this revelation that God is GOD and he LOVES me more than I can comprehend and he is MY DAD and wants the best for me! He knows me better than I know myself and has the perfect plan for my life in every area. And in that I do not have to worry because I can TRUST the one who loves me.
This revalation has released me from worry, stress, anxiety, heart break, dissapointment, doing things in my strength and most of all it releases me into walking in his ways and being able to focus on him because from focusing on him comes the ability to see how he see's and then from that walk in what ever he would have me walk in. It is like as I look to God it makes everything clearer!
Everyday I must remember, God my Father LOVES me and wants the best for me, trust Him. And as worries come up I must pray and release them too God and trust that he will reveal to me the way to go.
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